To my special eBaby friends

The melody of  smooth Jazz music, well decorated and cozy room with the framed photos on the walls  of one gifted photographer. It is hard to believe. Look at this! Do you see?  Here  is alive, colored butterfly gracefully  flits within the room.  This divine creation has caught my eye at the very moment  I opened a well-designed  door and entered the room.  I have never been surrounded by such uplifting atmosphere.

I keep on going around the room. Stylish furniture, lots of books are on the shelves and some of them lay on the table beside the exclusive, transparent vase filled with wide bouquet mixed of camomiles  and roses in it.

High qualitative Agrentinian wine, romantic cards with poems and wisdom on them make the composition of  peace and comfort completed.

I sat on the sofa, turned the bracket lamp which looked alike a big sunflower on, took  one book at random and began to read. The book was so interesting that I literally lost myself on its pages. The time and reality stopped to be existent during the reading.  After  some time I somehow  managed to get back to the reality from the land of imaginations. To my surprise it was almost midnight.  The window was opened and the bright  round of the fool moon on the deep dark sky philosophically looked at me.

I stood up and came closer to the window  to look outside and observe the scenery around.  The black shapes of the mountains looked  devilishly attractive under the moonlight.  The sparkling surface of the night sea lightened the lonely boat at the coast.

In fact there were nobody around but there were no feeling of the loneliness whatsoever. Everything that has been observed by me filled my soul with assurance that each subject in the room and each part of the  scenery out the window are irreplaceable in the friendly union they all are members of.

Dear friends, each of you has been metaphorically encoded in this piece.  I hope you will recognize yourself ; )

Thanks for the breathing in step with me.

With love  

I must give myself up

Nice or bad things come along when you least expect them.

All kinds of thoughts and emotions come over me due to the impression I have got now. The more I read you the stronger my impression becomes. I’m carried away by the beauty of your mind. I must confess I’m totally besotted because of this.

I wish I never read any word  that come from you. I  wish I never dive into them with all my heart and mind. I wish  I could take them easily. I wish I never trapped into the magic net of your dreams and conclusions.

You don’t even realize how skilful spider you are with your words.  Your attitude towards life accompanies mine.  I love each word that was born by you. I’m addicted  to your writings with all possible mental power I have got inside myself.  I feel I  literally dissolve into each sentence you write.

Gradually I’m drowning  into the quagmire of your and mine  emotions and conclusions.

I had no experience of such impact before.  After the long hours of thinking and analyzing what’s going on with me I decided to set myself free from thousands thoughts about power of your words which come through my minds all day long.

I struggle with myself and hope after some time of silence between us, my insanity that was caused due to  your presence around will have started to clear up. I want to be indifferent to you. I want to get my normal life and clear thoughts back to me again.

You’ll probably say:” It’s not a time yet” But with all  my respect and devotion to you I must give myself up.

I can’t cope with my addiction to your words anymore.

Give me a chance to recover myself after the turbulent stream of emotions I got. 

To the English teacher

One day at random I found the link

It might  be interesting, I think

The website was welcome with special feature

Among many members there was English Teacher

The talented person with devotion to work

His lessons are perfect and respected by folk

On this special day I would like to say:

“Happy Birthday, dear Teacher, Happy Birthday!”

Let health, success, love follow you

Enjoy your life with morning dew

With nature, with sun, with rainbow and rain

Happy Birthday, dear Teacher again!

Пытки,казни

Распространенные способы казни в истории (18+)

Большинство людей в наше время надеется, что они умрут в мирной обстановке во сне, окруженные любимыми и близкими. Но для жертв этих 15 способов казни, практиковавшихся на протяжение истории, все оказалось не так радужно. Будь то сжигание заживо, или медленное отрезание конечностей, эти смертельные случаи несомненно шокируют Вас. Особенно изощренные способы пытки применялись в Средневековье, но и в другие периоды времени пытка была одним из самых популярных способов наказания, или добычи информации. Поразительно, что еще 100 лет тому назад такая практика считалась повседневной, на нее собирались тысячи людей, как в наше время собираются на концерт или выставку

 15. Погребение заживо

Погребение заживо начинает наш список распространенных казней. Относясь к временам еще до н.э., это наказание использовалось для отдельных людей, так и для групп. Жертва обычно связывается и затем помещается в яму и медленно закапывается землей. Одной из самых массовых использований этой формы казни была Нанкинская Резня во время Второй мировой войны, когда японские солдаты массово казнили китайских гражданский жителей живьем, что упоминалось, как "Канавы Десять тысяч Трупов".

14. Яма со змеями
Одна из самых старых форм пытки и казни, змеиные ямы были очень стандартной формой высшей меры наказания. Преступники были брошены в глубокую яму с ядовитыми змеями, умирая после того, как раздраженные и голодные змеи атаковали их. Несколько известных лидеров были казнены этим способом, включая Рагнара Лодброка, военачальника Викингов и Гуннара, короля Бургундии. 

I feel you are there

Sings can be precious no matter where they are. 
You are my treasure, my Moon and my Star. 
I look at the distance I feel you are there. 
I need your existence, but life is unfair.... 
                                                  LNK

Internet friendship

What’s  Internet friendship? What do you think?

Is it game or pastime or an exchange funny link?

Why do I ask you all here about?

I hope you will help me to work it out

… Unpredictable, blind and often so deaf

It speaks to your mind. You share what you have:

Success, loneliness, the events of life

But what do you get? - the emoticon of smile?

The words of support? Single letter or more?

Why do we wait? Why we write and what for?

Replies will be endless  like virtual space

That  get in and out  without a trace….

                                                                            LNK

GUST

The swing of your mood is sometimes not perceived

No kinds of emotions are received.

The gust is so cold, the reason is not found

You even don’t care if I am around

Then suddenly cold gust turns into the hot

Love, care and admiration are in every word

I’m melting, enjoying the moments with you

But where are you  real? What is the truth?

I’m tired of your swing. It is like a hell

Don’t be so closed, get out of your shell

Don’t be afraid there won’t be a danger

Or harm for your soul. We must meet an angel

Forget about the wounds you got long before

Right now you are safe – no worries anymore.

No cheating, betrayal you got in the past

From previous people. Regain please the trust.

The answers to problems we’ll certainly  find

The only stipulation: “Please don’t look  behind”

                                                               LNK 1999

Birthday's poem

So many miles away you are

Inimitable stranger under the star

You’ve been made from the precious stuff

I send you this poem via the virtual dove

 

Your intellect, humour  and a vigour  of word

Are the powerful gun to conque the world.

Your words are light, your words are joy

That is you are in my eyes, little boy!

 

I truly happy I  met you here

It’s a  happiness to see you near

I will be short, there wont be a delay

I sincerely  wish you the Happiest Bithday!

 

Let health, success, love follow you

Stay like you are - the man of true.

The best possible events for you to gain

Happy Birthday, my dear again!

april 2012

To the Orchid

You don’t  keep to any time

Your beauty is timeless

The unique shape and style

Represents your wildness

You attract my sight

With invisible power

What are the secrets behind

Of your leaf and flower?

Tell me please, don’t be shy

Let us share things together

Why do your flowers never die

Despite conditions of the weather?          

I see, my Orchid you are proud

Of your appearance I know

The silence now is profound

And  it’s enjoyable, though.

You need give me no reply

It’s your choice and right

I’ll not be able to deny:

I love you so, my Epiphyte

                                       LNK

Don't delay

There is no sun and there is no ray

During the time when you are away.

The whole world is empty, dingy and black

Please don’t delay, I ask you  come back.

There is a saying: ” Time helps us forget”

It’s not a case and I cannot it get.

I terribly miss you, I wait you… I love

What is the thought you are thinking of?  
                                                LNK

Cruel Life

What can I say about my Life?

It kills me gently without a knife

It moves me forward against my wish

It keeps me hooked just like a fish

I often see my face in tears

Don’t take away  my precious years

My eyes are young. Soul is alive

Don’t be so cruel, dear Life.  

                                LNK

The Unknown Bird

Every morning  I open a window to see the weather outside.

I know in advance  weather will be the same as it was yesterday, many days, months and years ago.

It is still calm and comfortable.

There are no movement of wind, no fog, no rain, no thunderstorm, no snow. ….  Everything is constant and reliable.

In some way  I enjoy this unchangeable  weather out of my window and I enjoy my life which is as calm, reliable and comfortable as the weather is.

No movements, no challenges….

I asked myself:

- Do I need the surprises of the weather in my life? Am I ready to accept them?

- Probably it is out of the question, - I replied to myself, looking at the endless sky.

Years later…

One particular day something happened. This day has added the new colors to the weather around me.

I can’t describe in details where and how it has happened. All I can remember is a sudden fly of an Unusual Bird in the sky. That Bird was hovering very high while I was walking  in the picturesque place. I could not see the color and size of that fantastic Bird, because it was so high. I could hardly see its  delineation.

The Bird had the sonorous voice which I could hear very clearly despite the distance.  I yearned it to fly a little bit closer to me to enjoy its full grandeur but probably Bird was not going to give me this  pleasure.

I stopped for a moment to watch the fly of this Bird. The fly was carefree and graceful.

Suddenly I realized the fly of this Unknown Bird gives me harmony and joy. Moreover this fly whispers  me about the  hope for the changing, challenges and maybe adventures. 

I was very grateful to that spectacular day when I met that Unknown Bird.

Some days later I came back to the place where I met  that Bird.  My heart was doubtful to meet it again.  I return to that place just to enjoy the peace and quiet of the weather once more and just to rise my eyes up at the gorgeous but empty sky. 

I don’t deny I missed that Bird.  I have been waiting it for so long. I wanted its presence, just presence and nothing more.

It did not come that day.

I returned home devastated.  I genuinely  wish that amazing Bird  was there.

Many days passed by.

I have not paid any visits to that  place where I had an unforgettable encounter.

I was thinking to change the route of my walk next time.

As usually, I opened a window to see the weather outside. There was no changing. The weather was like a sleeping beauty in the kingdom. 

My day was about to start in its  routine manner. Suddenly the mystical movement of the air touched my hair:

-         What’s going on? Is the weather changing? It’s unbelievable!

The movement of the air became closer and stronger. Finally something sweep above my head at the speed of light. I have heard the familiar voice. I was pleasantly surprised:

-         It is you!? You came back! My, God I’m so happy! Stop for a moment, don’t fly so quickly. Let me see you for a  second, please.

The Unknown Bird was flying very close to my window, producing the wind of change.

I could not see the Bird because it deliberately hid itself in the rays of sun and in the head of trees. But its divine voice and presence were everything I needed. The Bird was so close to me this time.

Since that day the weather has changed and my life has changed as well.

Every time I open the window  I know the Unknown Bird will be here in a second as a feast  for my eyes and soul.

The Unknown Bird likes to put its wing on my hand but it is still invisible for me….

I don’t care about the appearance and  origin of this Bird anymore. I don’t want to frighten it away.

Unknown Bird is the moving spirit in my life from now on.

Thoughts like an ocean

             *   *    *

Thoughts  like an ocean

Occupied my mind.

They’re about the devotion

To my precious guide

I can’t count the years

We’re walking along

The delight brings me tears.

You’re the one I belong

Understanding and care,

The unbounded love -

These are feelings we share

There will never be enough….

Look at the sky

To observe constellations

We are free, we can fly

We don’t need conversation

Silence is speaking

Even better than us

We both know our thinking

Thoughts are pure as a glass

Romance of souls

And the meeting of eyes

Will achieve any goals

Till the time of sunrise

I have written these words

On purpose  to remind

You will never be hurt

You will always be mine

To Both of You dedicated

The stuff below is the approximate  translation of some of my  blogs in Russian that have been written long   time ago.

 To Both of You dedicated

 Since the first minutes of my life I was surrounded  by Your care and tenderness. Yourhelp  in my perception of the world is priceless.

My childhood has been warmed up by Your sun.

Spring used to come with varicoloured  tulips under my window.  The magnificent bunch of lilac was a feast for our eyes.

Do You remember the scent of the young foliage straight after the rain of May? I see You do. So do I.  It is impossible to forget!  I like to come back to these happiest  moments of my childhood I had with You again and again. The first joyful experiences of my life I got are due to You only.

The wide endless steppes, the fields of sunflowers and maize, tender sea and dreams of youth – it is You.

Dear voice, welcome embraces and open soul – it is  You.

Step by step we entered into my youth together. Our rapport has reached the perfection quite easily.

The breeze, the morning rainbow the summer downpour  and  first snow were enough for our mutual understanding.

Life is going on ………..

Don’t see me off, please. I don’t want to worry You. Try to have a rest. Be calm. I will quietly shut a door and go away.  I’m going to  meet my years of the adult and independent life today.  You already know I will be far away from You, but nostalgia will never leave me alone, because I genuinely love You. Thank you for Your love, for everything You have done for me and thank You that You are. 

It is time to go….. don’t cry I pray….. give me Your warm hand….. I need to feel and slightly squeeze it. Let me hug you tightly………We will meet again I promise.

Endless forests, blue lakes and rivers have met me with the calm sight. The power of wisdom and amenity of nature within You. You are giving me Your hand to shake and I feel its warmth and goodwill. I have to admit  I got  very warm and friendly greeting on the new ground.

Nice to meet you, new life on the new ground.

Since the first second of my arrival You don’t let me feel myself like a guest on your ground. You do everything possible to gain my soul and heart. You defend, advise, lead and help me to walk with confidence through my life.

We walk together hand by hand You and I.  We get on pretty well together like we knew each other whole life.

Neither childhood nor youth are present anymore. There is an adult, mature life here.  In the most difficult situations I’m going through I feel Your hand of support and reliability.  You are beside me.

You live my life with me and my family. You go through the happiness and sadness with us.

I cannot do without you! I dread to imagine my life far away of you.

The beauty of  Your autumn forests, blue-eyed lakes, rives, pensive fogs, fluffy calm winters and the fascinating summer thunderstorms came into my heart forever.

I know we will stay together till the end of my life. You will introduce me to the old age and one day You will accompany  me to the unknown world.

You kindly share Your heart with me. Everything became so dear and native for me owing to Your strong wish to make my life comfortable  on Your space.

I do love YOU BOTH sincerely and tenderly, my dear Ukraine and Belarus!