Nice or bad
things come along when you least expect them.
All kinds of
thoughts and emotions come over me due to the impression I have got now. The
more I read you the stronger my impression becomes. I’m carried away by the
beauty of your mind. I must confess I’m totally besotted because of this.
I wish I never
read any word that come from you. I wish I never dive into them with all my heart
and mind. I wish I could take them
easily. I wish I never trapped into the magic net of your dreams and
conclusions.
You don’t even
realize how skilful spider you are with your words. Your attitude towards life accompanies
mine. I love each word that was born by
you. I’m addicted to your writings with
all possible mental power I have got inside myself. I feel I
literally dissolve into each sentence you write.
Gradually I’m
drowning into the quagmire of your and
mine emotions and conclusions.
I had no
experience of such impact before. After
the long hours of thinking and analyzing what’s going on with me I decided to
set myself free from thousands thoughts about power of your words which come
through my minds all day long.
I struggle with
myself and hope after some time of silence between us, my insanity that was
caused due to your presence around will
have started to clear up. I want to be indifferent to you. I want to get my
normal life and clear thoughts back to me again.
You’ll probably
say:” It’s not a time yet” But with all
my respect and devotion to you I must give myself up.
I can’t cope
with my addiction to your words anymore.
Give me a chance
to recover myself after the turbulent stream of emotions I got.
